Hear My Echos

I have MOVED!

2011-08-27T20:54:00.001+08:00

Moved to Tumblr!
http://zarakettler.tumblr.com/

♥

2011-08-24T14:40:00.001+08:00

'LOVED' should never exist as a word.

Love has no past tense.

If you ever stop loving someone,

then you never love them in the first place.

Busy Weekend

2011-08-21T20:55:00.004+08:00

Had an awesome Saturday visiting the Asian Civilizations Musuem with Jas, Dylan, Max and Claudia. The Teracotta warriors are so cool though there's an eerie vibe to the whole thing. Went to Teoheng after dinner blasting clubbing music instead of singing. HAHAHA! Went home to rest for awhile after that before heading down to Clarke Quay to club. Helipad had free flow drinks till 12am! It got boring after awhile so we went down to SOUL instead. Didn't realize our group was so big till we all gathered outside the Helipad to decide where we should go next. 20+ lesbian group... geez! Made quite alot of new friends that night! I'm pretty happy that I got my social life back after MIA-ing from everyone. Real sorry about that guys. Well, all is good. Girlfriend is awesome as ever and today marks our 166 day together and 174 days that we've been seeing each other in a row. Crazy? I know right. I guess you can say, we can't get enough of each other. Teehee. She's staying at my house now for afew months now and I can't be any happier. I guess the only thing that I'm upset about right now is how I'm spending my money. Just spent $300+ on taxi fares and food in afew days. And every month, I kept spending $1000+ on shopping and food. I really need to spend less and save more. Starting next month, the insurance that I bought would start deducting money from my bank account so I really gotta start saving. Will be taking my driving license next month with Dylan and afew others. Hope I quickly get this done and over with soon. Hope daddy would get me a car before he leaves for Arab. Heehee.

♥

2011-08-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

#Pisces want to a person they can give their over flowing love to and in return want devotion, honesty, loyalty & understanding.

Christina Aguilera - You Lost Me (Lyrics)

2011-08-10T17:22:00.002+08:00

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Chorus:
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Chorus:
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

Chorus:
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

I could really relate to this song to my past.

Beautiful song! Way to go Christina!

The past is what makes me who I am today...

2011-08-10T10:34:00.003+08:00

I am the beholder of my own fate and I chose to be the person I am today.

As I stood here today, I laugh at those who tried to break me. Not only did they failed, they've made me stronger. So in return, thanks for the pain.

Sick

2011-08-04T17:14:00.002+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging for quite awhile now but I've been busy at work and kept falling sick. Am still sick and was suppose to head down to PLAY yesterdat to bid Vanessa Poo farewell but didn't. Feeling so horrible right now but I'll hang in there till work ends and meet my awesome Lasalle mates for dinner and drinks later. Booyah!

PLAY

2011-07-15T17:17:00.004+08:00

Went clubbing @ PLAY without my girl last night and it was a little awkward without her around. I kept thinking about her and that poor girl didn't sleep till 2 plus in the morning. I have a feeling she was worried about me that's why. Well anyway, I picked Evelyn up from Ubi and we headed down to PLAY together. Met up with Vanessa Poo and her 2 friends. Elizebeth and Amanda came over as well and joined us. Sat down for awhile before we head down to the club. Had 2 shots and GEEZ... the last one was pretty strong. Danced the night away with Evelyn, Vanessa and Elizebeth. I'm glad I got to see Elizebeth again after so long! It was a fun night overall!

Content

2011-07-11T14:48:00.004+08:00

Someone will always be prettier, someone will always be smarter, someone will always be younger someone will always be richer but there will never be another you. That's why I'm staying because I know I can never find another love like you. Give me your heart and I shall give you mine. Stay with me and together we make us. Soulmates.

#Pisces with #Pisces is an excellent astrological love match as you are so similar.

♥

2011-07-11T10:17:00.005+08:00

When I first met you, I had no idea you would mean this much to me.

Remember how we met?

From "HEY! You look familiar! Hi I'm Zara!" slowly turning to "Hello Baby! I love you!".

I love how we fell for each other like it was meant to be. Never felt this happy in a long time...

Stay with me, make us last...

I can't give you everything but I promise I'll give you my everything.

♥

2011-07-10T00:05:00.001+08:00

Hard to breathe
Feels like floating
So full of love my heart's exploding.
Mouth is dry
Hands are shaking
My heart is yours for the taking.
Acting weird
Not myself
Dancing around like the Keebler elf.
Finally time for this poor schlubb
To know how it feels to fall in lub.

Poem from Mr. Deed (The Movie)

Happy 4 Months!

2011-07-08T16:49:00.004+08:00

It's our 4th month anniversary and I must say I'm loving every minute with this girl. She's so amazing in so many ways sometimes I feel undeserving of her. Those pretty eyes are just so mesmerizing. I could fall asleep in those eyes like a waterbed. Baby, you have the prettiest eyelashes to match those sexy eyes. That kiss... that touch... that smile! With every minute, I'm falling deeper in love with you. You make me feel special like I was the only one you would ever consider spending the rest of your life with. I was burnt in love once and thought everything was just a dream. I ceased to believe in everything and perhaps even love. You came from nowhere and changed everything. I love it. Please be true and never let me go.

I'll be the most stupid person if I turn my back on something as important as LOVE...

Baby, I love you. Happy 4 months and counting... ♥

100 Random Facts About Me

2011-07-06T12:39:00.016+08:00

1. I am accident prone.

2. I love rainbows and anything that is colorful.

3. I get fascinated easily.

4. I love to daydream about everything & anything, all the time.

5. People call me the "bottomless pit" because I'm always hungry.

6. I love martial arts and am planning to get 2 black belts.

7. I'm in an advertising firm called 3AD.

8. I holding a Creative Assistant position at the company.

9. I love to draw/paint.

10. I love arcade games and am pretty good at some of them.

11. I prefer snuggling up at home watching online movies than catching a film at the cinema.

12. I get a little nervous when I'm alone.

12. I have a ridiculous shoe collection.

13. I am pretty sensitive when it comes to affairs of the heart.

14. I hate being cheated on/betrayed/lied to in a relationship.

15. I nag like a granny to people I really care about. Luckily for me, they appreciate the nagging.

16. I hate to repeat myself but I still do and that's when the nagging begins.

17. I detest people who doesn't treat relationships seriously.

18. I think everyone deserves a second chance only as long as they repent for what they did.

19. I believe that true love last forever.

20. I get addicted to games easily.

21. I love sports but most of my friends don't.

22. I'm goofy when surrounded by people I'm comfortable with.

23. I always dream about dinosaurs and cats.

24. I'm born on 22nd February 1991 and under the zodiac sign, Pisces.

25. I like to imagine situations and think about what I should do should they happen.

26. I am attracted to girls with pretty eyes.

27. I've been out as a lesbian since 2008.

28. First time I went clubbing was in November 2010.

29. I'm not a very good drinker and falls asleep almost everytime I drink at clubs/pubs.

30. I hate the taste of beer but love tequila shots & hard liquor.

31. I'm very proud of my sister and her accomplishments in the media/entertainment crowd.

32. I want to live in a penthouse one day with a private jacuzzi.

33. My most dramatic weight loss was 7kg in 2 months.

34. My most dramatic weight gain was 8kg in 4 months.

35. I prefer wearing contact lens to spectacles.

36. I have double eyelids.

37. I've only worn a dress and heels ONCE during my secondary school prom.

38. I am 168cm tall (last measured: Mid 2010) but I think I've grown taller.

39. I change hairstyles every 2 months because they grow so fast!

40. I think girls who can sing/dance is a big turn on!

41. Kids annoy me. I don't ever want kids.

42. My mum is Thai and my dad's American.

43. I have 1 sister and 3 half siblings in America.

44. My grandfather on my mother's side had 6 wives. My grandmother being the first.

45. My favorite fruit is the watermelon.

46. I can eat a whole large pizza on my own.

47. I was never good at my studies but I've always been good at art.

48. I've only got a 'O' level certificate but I'm alright with it.

49. I'm shy at gatherings but people think I'm acting cool.

50. My longest pals are Pei Er, Oriana and Sheryll. 10years of friendship!

51. I only have one BFF and that's Amanda Lee Gui Ping. Met her in 2004!

52. When I love, I give it my all. Even if it hurts to hold on, I will never let go till they do.

53. I take promises very seriously.

54. I am addicted to green tea.

55. I believe in angels/demons/fairies and anything supernatural.

56. I am allergic to dust.

57. Dogs seem to love me for some reason.

58. My friends think all my jokes are lame.

59. My juniors used to call me, "Pervert Master".

60. I've never had a crush on a guy before.

61. My favourite colleague of all time is Dylan Depp.

62. I am a big fan of japanese/italian/mexican food.

63. I like poking people for no reason.

64. I am a certified first-aider and have trained people to do CPR.

65. I can hold my breath underwater for 2 and a half minutes.

66. I've ever visited 19 malls in 1 day.

67. I don't smoke and don't want my girlfriend to ever smoke.

68. I have 3 piercings.

69. I hate eating vegetables unless they're potatoes.

70. I love listening to Jazz.

71. I'm 48kg (last weighing: July 2011).

72. I am very protective when it comes to the people I love.

73. I can play the piano, guitar, recorder and the harmonica.

74. I have a sweet tooth.

75. I can't take spicy food.

76. I hate crowded places.

77. I am afraid of the ocean.

78. I can't sleep without hugging something/someone to sleep.

79. I can name out 20 spells from Harry Potter books without thinking too hard.

80. I live in a 6 bedroom townhouse. My room's on the third floor.

81. I love photography.

82. I can't dance but I think I can sing.

83. I have size 7 feet.

84. I like brushing my teeth.

85. I think I have an AWESOME boss!

86. I like the feeling of holding someone's hand when I'm out. I feel complete.

87. I've been to Australia, America, Shanghai, Indonesia, Thailand and Korea.

88. I don't know how to speak Thai.

89. I think I'm pretty bimbotic.

90. I love shopping!

91. My longest phone conversation with someone was 7 hours.

92. I've moved house 8 times.

93. I love Jasmine Goh and if she were to ever leave me I would be VERY SAD!

94. I like to pretend I'm Leticia from The Noose and tell everyone about my boyfriend Terri.

95. My favourite juniors from KC are Victoria, Han Ling, Melissa, Kavithira and Amanda.

96. I like the song, "I'm Too Sexy" by Right Said Fred.

97. My favourite film genre of all time is Romance. (The Notebook, Ps. I Love You)

98. Give me cold milk at night and I will sleep like a baby.

99. I hate goodbyes.

100. I believe in karma.

THERE! I've done it! 100 random facts about me! Whoohoo!

If you'd like to know more about me, please ask me anything on Formspring! (:

Weekend Update

2011-07-04T22:48:00.004+08:00

Saturday was Scrabble Day! BFF Amanda, Buttie Sheryll, Sweetheart Jasmine and I had a blast of a weekend at my house. We played Scrabble, had fun snapping pictures away on Amanda's Macbook and had coke float at McDonald's. It feels great to be hanging with my old pals again. Haven't had so much fun with them since secondary school! I'm glad they came over. They're one of the best people you'll ever meet! Yes, they're a little crazy... very bimbotic and we laugh at lame jokes but they're definitely the kind of people you should keep in your life. We practically grew up together! Sheryll & I go way back to primary school and Amanda is the first friend I made in secondary school! Love them to bits!

Sheryll left for Parkway Parade around dinner time while the rest of us when over to Katong's Ju Shin Jung and had Korean BBQ Buffet! Well, it's actually my birthday gift for my BFF. The food was so awesome the last time I went there I had to bring my BFF over to try it since she's so into the whole KPOP/KOREA thing. I'm glad she enjoyed her birthday treat! It feels great to have her around.

Sunday was suppose to be gym day but we overslept and decided to go over to Jas's aunt's house warming party. The house is... O.M.G! It's disney themed and I must say the designer did a pretty good job with the house. I shall upload the pictures soon.

I think all these typing is bothering Jas trying to sleep. I shall blog again with the pictures of the house! Till next time...

Usher - OMG ft. will.i.am

2011-07-04T19:25:00.002+08:00

Usher ft. Will.I.Am - OMG (Lyrics)

[Will.I.Am]
Oh myy gosh

[Usher:]
Baby let me…

[Will.I.Am]
I did it again, so I’m gonna let the beat drop
Oh myy gosh

[Chorus]
Baby let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, ooh myy gosh I’m soo in love
I found you finallyy, you make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh

You make me want to say

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, You make me wanna say, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh My goshh

[Verse 1]
I fell in love with shawty when I seen her on the dance floor
She was dancing sexy, pop, pop, popping, dropping, dropping low
Never ever has a lady hit me on the first sight
This was something special; this was just like dynamite
Honey got a booty like pow, pow, pow
Honey got some boobies like wow, oh wow
Girl you know I’m loving your, loving your style
Check, check, check, check, check, checking you out like,
Ooh (oooh) she got it allll
Sexy from her head to the toes
And I want it all, it all, it all

[Chorus]
Baby let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, ooh myy gosh I’m soo in love
I found you finallyy, it make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh

You make me want to say (2x)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

[Verse 2]
Feel so hot for honey out of all the girls up in this club
This one got me whipped, just off one look, yep I fell in love
This one something special, this one just like dynamite,
out of sight
Fell in love with honey like my, oh my
Honey looking wonderful; fly, so fly
Honey like a supermodel; my, oh my
Baby how you do that, make a grown man cry?
Ooh (oooh) baby, you got it alll
Sexy from her head to the toes
And I want it all, it all, it all

[Chorus]
So, honey let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break it downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, ooh myy gosh I’m soo in love I found you finallyy,
You make me want to say…
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,

Oh my gosh

Oh my gosh
oh my
oh my
oh, oh my gosh
oh myy gosh

[Will.I.Am]
Oh myy gosh
I did it again
So I’m gone let the beat drop

[Usher]x3
Oh, oh, oh myy
Oh, oh, oh my, my, my, my, my, my
Ooh my gosh oh, oh

What's Up @ Work

2011-07-01T16:30:00.001+08:00

*Everyone talking about Lady Gaga*

*Boss checking his email*

Then all of a sudden...

Boss: OMG! Katy Perry sent me an email!

Us: OMG?

Boss: FUCK! It's junk mail!

Us: WTH!

Christina Aguilera - Bound To You

2011-07-01T15:47:00.002+08:00

Christina Aguilera - Bound To You (Lyrics)

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us

You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young
I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure

I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I brace myself, please don’t tear this apart

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to

Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all
Come this far just to fall, fall

Oh, I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains
And finally found my way
I am bound to you

I am,
Ooh, I am
I’m bound to you

I Love Twitter Because Of Good Quotes

2011-07-01T13:05:00.007+08:00

Quote of the day:

"Pain is a good sign. It makes you realize how some people never deserve to be in your future, and you should let them go."

Justin Bieber - Common Denominator

2011-06-29T23:04:00.001+08:00

Justin Bieber - Common Denominator (Lyrics)

It fills the air,
And I fall in love with you,
All over again,
Ooh,
You're the light that faced the sun,
In my world,
I'd face a thousand years of pain
For my girl.

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
Uh
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
Woah

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

Before your love was low
Now you're just my height, aye
We chase the game that would put
My cot in the side

Broken heart rise up to say
Love is alive
You and I would stand
To be multiplied, yeah

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
Uh
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
Woah

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

I'm never ever not,
Without your touch,
Every kiss that you give,
It gives me heart,
And to all the heart it can,
Jealous females hate it,
I'ma hold it down for you,

For you, woah, oh woah,
Common denominator,
Oh, yeah, woahh,
I don't wanna to go back,
Half of the equation, woah woah yeah,
Common denominator
Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Common denominator
Oh, yeah, woah

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again yeah

Love Is Never Wrong

2011-06-29T10:18:00.003+08:00

♀ + ♂ = ♥

♂ + ♂ = ♥

♀ + ♀ = ♥

Cheryl Cole - Parachute

2011-06-28T11:53:00.001+08:00

Cheryl Cole - Parachute (Lyrics)

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold onto me
I'll hold onto you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Mega Flea Market 2011

2011-06-25T21:20:00.004+08:00

It was a lazy weekend again. We were actually planning to go to the gym in the morning but slept in till 12pm instead. Had a long day yesterday visiting her grandfather at SGH then her aunt brought us to Chinatown to have claypot rice then we're back at the hospital again when we got a call from the head nurse. Nothing serious happened though, they just needed family consent regarding some small matter. Well anyway, we had lunch at home before heading down to Expo's Mega Flea Market today. Wasn't as huge of a flea market as expected but I'm glad Jas found something she like. The Singapore Food Expo was on again! We bought a little something for dinner before heading home and GOSH the food was awesome! Sitting in the living room watching Maid In Manhattan with our laptops on, daddy came home and I think we got a new nickname! "The computer sweethearts" he says and I can't help but sneak a grin. Heading down to Starbucks to get a little something for my lovely girlfriend later.
I'm feeling all SMILEY... TEEHEE!

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song

2011-06-25T15:40:00.002+08:00

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song (Lyrics)

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

I'm gonna kick my feet up then stare at the fan
Turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants
Nobody's gon' tell me I can't

I'll be lounging on the couch just chilling in my Snuggie
Click to MTV so they can teach me how to dougie
'Cause in my castle I'm the freaking man

Oh yes, I said it, I said it
I said it 'cause I can

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything
Nothing at all, nothing at all

Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X
Find a really nice girl, have some really nice sex
And she's gonna scream out
This is great
(Oh my god, this is great)

Yeah, I might mess around
And get my college degree
I bet my old man will be so proud of me
But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait

Oh yes, I said it, I said it
I said it 'cause I can

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

No, I ain't gonna comb my hair
'Cause I ain't going anywhere
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

I'll just strut in my birthday suit
And let everything hang loose
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Oh, today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Nothing at all
Nothing at all
Nothing at all

Dear Friend...

2011-06-24T12:13:00.005+08:00

So many things could be made better with just a simple apology but never apologize and not mean it. I hope you mean it this time. God taught us to forgive those who repent. You may sidetrack 5 times but as long as you truly repented all 5 times, I should forgive you 5 times. I'm proud of you for doing what you did. Take care, friend.

Thanks For Making Me A Fighter

2011-06-22T15:08:00.004+08:00

Christina Aguilera - Fighter (Lyrics)

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

She's been hurt but she's stronger, lied to & now she's smarter, with heartbreak comes wisdom. Life's a lesson, so thank you for this life's lesson.

More Than Words

2011-06-22T12:40:00.005+08:00

Extreme - More Than Words (Lyrics)

Saying "I love you"
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew how easy
It would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying "I love you"

More than words

Now but I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close, don't ever let me go

More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away
When you couldn't make things new
Just by saying "I love you"

More than words
More than words
More than words
More than words
More than words

114 days meeting my girlfriend in a row.

106 days that we've officially been together.

Do you know why you're my ideal partner Jasmine Goh? It's because you see love the way I do and treat love with the respect it deserves. To love is to respect it's fragility and I'm so glad you treat our relationship seriously. Action speaks louder than words and thank you for showing me love. You don't know how much this means to me.

Someone selfish once made me believe that love doesn't exist. That seeing too much of each other will make you tired of seeing one another. Well, that 'someone' is wrong. Everything's clearer to me now and that person is just scared of commitment. For the first time, I know what it feels like to be the person someone commits to so thank you for making me feel worthy of being loved.

ps. I love you ♥

That's What I Wanna Do

2011-06-20T22:46:00.006+08:00

Adam Sandler - Grow Old With You (Lyrics)

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Love me tender, love me sweet and never let me go. Just letting you know that as day goes by, it's getting harder to imagine my future without you. Jasmine Goh, this song is for you! ♥

Pink Dot 2011

2011-06-18T23:15:00.005+08:00

Pink Dot 2011 was a success! With over 10,000 supporters this year, more than twice the record last year. We turned Hong Lim Park into a sea of pink with everyone dressed in pink attire gathering at one spot. I'm so glad I went for this event. It's so nice to see so many people supporting the freedom to love. I would definitely turn up for PINK DOT 2012!

I support the freedom to love because I believe in love.

Guess Who's In The Top 6?

2011-06-17T12:57:00.004+08:00

My sister, Shirley Kettler, got into the TOP 6 of Singapore's first radio show, "So You Wanna Be A DJ" on 987FM. Congrats Shirley! Do us proud and kickass again on the next episode yeah? LOVE YOU! You have all our support!

You should've seen mum & dad's reaction when the clock struk 8 last night. Dad getting all excited and mum still trying to figure out how to send in the votes from her phone while Jas and I sat by the couch with the radio on and started spamming votes on her cell already. We're so glad you got through! So proud of you! Anyway, best of luck for the next round! Hope to see you all the way to the finals! ♥

You To Me Are Everything

2011-06-17T12:28:00.001+08:00

The Real Thing - You To Me Are Everything (Lyrics)

I would take the stars out of the sky for you
Stop the rain from falling if you asked me to.
I'd do anything for you
your wish is my command

I could move a mountain when your hand is in my hand.
Words cannot express how much you mean to me.
There must be some other way to make you see.
If it takes my heart and soul
you know I'd pay the price.
Everything that I possess I'd gladly sacrifice.

Oh you to me are everything
The sweetest song that I could sing
Oh baby
Oh baby
To you I guess I'm just a clown
Who picks you up each time you're down
Oh baby
Oh baby
You give me just a taste of love
To build my hopes upon.
You know you've got the power girl
To keep me holding on.
So now you've got the best of me
Come on and take the rest of me
Oh baby

Though you're close to me
we seem so far apart.
Maybe given time you'll have a change of heart.
If it takes forever
girl then I'm prepared to wait.
The day you give your love to me won't be a day too late

Oh you to me are everything.
The sweetest song that I could sing.
Oh baby
Oh baby
To you I guess I'm just a clown
Who picks you up each time you're down
Oh baby
Oh baby
You give me just a taste of love
To build my hopes upon.
You know you've got the power girl
To keep me holding on.
So now you've got the best of me
Come on and take the rest of me
Oh baby

Oh you to me are everything.
the sweetest song that I could sing.
(Your the sweetest song that I could sing.)
Oh baby (oh baby)
Oh baby (yes I need you baby)
You to me are everything.
The sweetest song that I could sing.
Oh baby (you are everything to me)
Oh baby (cant you see)
You to me are everything.
The sweetest song that I could sing.
(Your the sweetest song that I could sing.)
Oh baby
Oh baby (you're everything)
You to me are everything.
The sweetest song that I could sing.
Oh baby
Oh baby (your the sweetest song)
You to me are everything.
The sweetest song that I could sing.

Shirley Kettler!

2011-06-16T18:00:00.003+08:00

Please tune in to 98.7FM tonight, 8-9pm to catch my sister LIVE on radio. Please help her get through to the next round by voting for her through SMS!

Click here for the SMS details!

501 Gathering @ Simpang Bedok

2011-06-15T23:58:00.001+08:00

Had a blast with my secondary school classmates at a gathering last night! We had dinner at Simpang Bedok followed by dessert right outside my house, Udders Ice Cream! The awesome girlfriend was at my place at that time so she came out to meet the rest of us for ice cream. We had fun snapping our cameras away and reminiscing our secondary school days. Those good old times, will always be one of the best memories I'll ever have!

Anyway, it has a been a rather relaxing day at work today and was practically surfing the net half the time. Came back to an empty house after work and rested awhile in my room. Feels weird not coming home with my girlfriend there. She has been staying at my house the past few weeks, everyone's used to her already. My maid even commented, "Where is Jasmine? Why she not home yet?". Daddy also got used to her presence and asked me, "Where is Jas?". I'm so glad my family loves her around. Jas had family dinner earlier on and was planning to go back home to sleep tonight. Well, after dinner... changed of plans I guess and she came over to sleep again. Daddy did the cutest thing when he saw Jas! He went, "Wow! All my ladies are home!". HAHAHA! He's so cute. I still remember on our first month anniversary, after we came back from our steamboat dinner he went, "So... how was your candlelight dinner?". He's so accepting... love him to bits! Well, it's pretty late and Jas & I have work tomorrow. I guess that's all for today. I still have yet to upload the pictures from KC family day! Geez. Some other time I guess. Till next time...

So You Wanna Be A DJ, 98.7fm!

2011-06-15T15:40:00.003+08:00

Please tune in to 98.7FM tomorrow night, 8-9pm to catch my sister LIVE on radio. Please help her get through to the next round by voting for her through SMS!

Click here for the SMS details!

♥

2011-06-13T12:46:00.002+08:00

Teehee!

2011-06-11T15:43:00.002+08:00

Life is full of surprises and the you're one of them... (:

♥

2011-06-11T15:31:00.001+08:00

I smile, because I know what we have is real.

Do Support!

2011-06-11T14:38:00.001+08:00

Click on the image above to direct you to the voting page!

Seriously?

2011-06-10T11:03:00.002+08:00

Dear anonymous,

I know I have stalkers on my blog, I know haters exist too but seriously, why do you have to go hating the charity post? What kind of monster are you? What's with the hating response to those dedicated to my girlfriend too? I smell jealousy. Either that or you really have nothing better to do but stalk someone you hate. If you have a problem with me, please voice it out. You can leave a comment on the post related. I don't get it why you're doing this, SERIOUSLY!

Yours Sincerely,

Zara Kettler

Pretty Girl Rock Contest

2011-06-09T21:37:00.004+08:00

My adorable girlfriend decided to enter this little contest on Facebook. Please vote for her! All votes would be very much appreciated! (:

ps. You can click on the image above to go to her page.

98.7FM Top 8 Finalists, Shirley Kettler!

2011-06-09T20:33:00.008+08:00

Vote for your 98.7FM finalists!

One SMS counts for one vote. You may send in as many SMS entries as you like.

* Public SMS entries will make up 30% of the overall score.

Check her out on XinMSN!

Listen to the finalists as they battle it out in the first episode! This week, the finalists will be tested on the fundamentals of being a radio DJ - voice and versatility.

Just how talented are they? Tune in and you decide! SMS in your votes during the episode and you'll receive a So You Wanna Be A DJ mobile wallpaper plus stand to win $1,000 worth of cash & prizes! Click here for SMS details.

Each week, two finalists with the lowest scores will be eliminated. Scores will be tabulated from listeners' SMS votes and our panel of judges. SMS votes constitute 30% of the overall score.

The results will be announced after the episode.

Aww... my baby sister's all grown up! She's one of the top 8 finalist on 98.7FM first reality radio show, So You Wanna Be A DJ! Catch her on Singapore's first radio reality show at 98.7FM on 16th June 2011, 8pm!

1,2...3!

2011-06-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

Yes, I Like To Pamper My Girlfriend...

2011-06-05T23:53:00.006+08:00

Guess what I just did? Bought my girlfriend a 75 Minute Beauty Package (Cocktail Facial + Neck Mask + Hand Therapy + Eyebrow Shaping). GOSH! As much as I hate to admit it but yes, I like to pamper my girlfriend. Well, I guess it all depends on whether she deserves it and lately she has been nothing but amazing plus, she has been so stressed up at work lately and I just can't sit there and do nothing about it. Well, there you go baby! A little gift from me to you. Enjoy!

My First Successful Fundraiser!

2011-06-04T01:49:00.005+08:00

Thank you everyone for your support!

I have finally raised enough funds to meet the minimum requirement to make a donation (which is $10). Here's the screenshot proof! Please continue supporting me by shopping at SpreeMania!

Websites -
SGGIVES: https://www.sggives.org/
SpreeMania (my online store): http://spreemania.weebly.com/

I'm So Proud Of You, Shirley Kettler!

2011-06-03T10:09:00.007+08:00

Yesterday...

Today...

Afew minutes ago...

Make us proud, we know you can do it! (:

Grab Somebody Sexy Tell Them HEY!

2011-06-02T23:12:00.003+08:00

Pitbull - Give Me Everything ft. Ne-Yo, Afrojack, Nayer (Lyrics)

[Pitbull - Intro]

Me not working hard?
Yea right picture that with a kodak
And better yet, go to times square
Take a picture of me with a kodak
Took my life from negative to positive
And I just want y'all know that
And tonight, let's enjoy life

Pitbull, Nayer, Ne-Yo

[Ne-Yo / Nayer - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight
I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Lets do it tonight

Don’t care what they say
All the games they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love (Lets do it tonight)
I want you tonight, I want you today
I want you tonight

Grab somebody sexy tell ‘em hey
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight

[Pitbull - Verse 1]

Get busy tonight
Cuz to more and more to do bad before and for Prius
Desperate tonight
I can make you my queen
And make love to you eanless
This is insane, the way the name growin’, money keep flowin’
Hustlers move aside, so I’m tiptoein, keep flowin’
I gotta locked up like Lindsay Lohan

Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can’t promise tomorrow
But I promise tonight

Dale

[Pitbull - Pre Chorus]

Excuse me
But I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And I think you should let me cause I look good tonight
And we might not get tomorrow

[Ne-Yo / Nayer - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Lets do it tonight
I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow

Lets do it tonight
Lets do it tonight

Don’t care what they say
All the games they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love (Lets do it tonight)
I want you tonight, I want you today
I want you tonight

Grab somebody sexy tell ‘em hey
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight

Grab somebody sexy tell ‘em hey
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight

[Pitbull - Verse 2]

Reach for the stars
And if you don’t grab em, at least you’re on top of the world
Think about it
Cuz if you slip I’m gonna fall on top of you girl
Put on ‘em ball when they sleep at the Macy’s
And it ain’t no secret
My granny’s from Cuba but I’m an American
Tied over money like Seacrest

Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can’t promise tomorrow
But I promise tonight

Dale

[Pitbull - Pre Chorus]

Excuse me
But I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And I think you should let me cause I look good tonight
And we might not get tomorrow

[Ne-Yo / Nayer - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight
I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Lets do it tonight

Don’t care what they say
All the games they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love (Lets do it tonight)
I want you tonight, I want you today
I want you tonight

Grab somebody sexy tell ‘em hey
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight

Got up extra early today to have breakfast with the wonderful girlfriend. Had chicken sandwich and I can't believe I threw away the first sandwich you ever made me! I feel so bad! I was just too full for a second round my love. Forgive me? I know you can't bear to hold a grudge against me for long. Teehee.

Waking up next to you every morning brightens my day.
Falling asleep next to you every night, leave my troubles by the bay.
This is what I call, happiness.

Chapter One

2011-06-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

Marie Digby - Say It Again (Lyrics)

The thing about love
Is I never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true, I want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again (x9)

When you tell me you're in love...
Say it again

Ohhh... Ohhhhhh

Dedicated to Jas Goh ♥

Hello everybody!

As you can see, my old blog posts are gone. As always, whenever I've decided that it's a new chapter of my life, I have this tendency to shift my old posts somewhere else. You'll recognize this trend if you've been following me and my blog for the past few years.

Life has been great lately. It's not perfect but I'm content with it. Don't be greedy and ask too much out of life as you'll only disappoint yourself but ask for nothing but hope and anticipate whatever life brings you. I have a supporting family, great friends and a wonderful girlfriend. I couldn't ask for more right now. All you need is love.

I'm loving the job that I'm in right now. I have a great boss & great colleagues with no office politics whatsoever. Keys to a new condo is the ultimate bonus! Access to a great gym, swimming pool, tennis court, squash court and even a sauna room! What's even better, it's only afew bus stops away from home! Whoohoo!

There isn't much to blog right now so I shall stop here and please feel free to follow me on Twitter or ask me anything on Formspring.

Can't get enough of love, DAY 94. ♥
Just found out today that DAY 100 falls on our 3rd monthsary. Coincidence or fate? (:

A Pisces can name your EVERY fault forward and backward & still have super love for you despite every single one.